Notices by ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net), page 7
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@supersid333 pretty much, the question is how do i push two people with trust issues to trust each other
my current solution is to just have the girl take the initiative because she's still clueless about the world and still has some notion that she can ask of others, but...
the random schmuck sucks at reading others and caring for them
i don't want to make her the one who takes the initiative all the time, because it kinda contradicts her anxieties and experiences if she's so confident of getting what she wants, but the guy also isn't either because he's skeptical of the permitted squatter, even if he made the initiative to help her
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@supersid333 well i do have the general vague outline in my head, it's just that none of these characters are normal in the head or situation...
story spoilers i suppose, but it is fairly early on, so...
an artificial super-genius escapes from an evil organization, and lacks everything needed to get a job, like id, ssn, job history, references, and so on that a job would refuse someone for (among other things), alongside general world experience due to being locked in a laboratory all her life up until recently
the fact she has to rely a random schmuck feels like a stretch, but isn't impossible, but the problem is how to i get them both to develop as characters and understand each other in at least one aspect that slowly moves toward the story ultimatum?
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needed a name that meant something like "facade" or "falsehood" or "lie"
and the first two names that pop up are :sussyjew:
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only wrote 300 more words in this thing
i wasn't able to concentrate at all...
aside from social media distractions, my workplace really wanted to give me one last "fuck you"
i'm supposed to write a "i quit" letter that i spent more time than i should've, considering it's just rehashing everything i've said already about this place and its people
i don't know why i even did, because i know it'll fall on deaf ears anyway, since i get blamed for never being a perfect puppet for everyone and the biggest expectation of change is on me, because we've given up on those fucking animals changing, and i am just one expendable man, not a massive stage four tumor family
what a big fucking way to ruin my mood and concentration. doesn't help that i'm writing a character who gets shitfucked by fake friends because she's retarded
all i remember are the bad memories, and a lot of the good ones i've had elude me every time this happens, so i can't even write the happy parts without feeling like i'm retarded for trusting anyone, as if pursuing joy and life satisfaction with and involving others is inherently stupid and even thinking about it makes me stupid and everyone who looks at me knows i'm stupid
sure got the right experience to write the second part of my story, but not the beginning part, which i have to write right now...
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i'm not sure how much a professional writer gets done in a day, but i think i'm doing fairly well
though i can't say i haven't been distracted often doing this shit
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i finished the prologue story character dynamics i want to write
honestly it's trauma flashbacks for me trying to write this part, but it's how i envision this story
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i've finally written the prologue/prelude/whatever goes before the start of the story, now i gotta script out the general abstract of the rest of the story up until the very end
not sure if i wanna go all-out on a tree of decisions like a traditional visual novel, or focus heavily on the main story i want to tell, rather than worrying about having a type-moon visual novel done in under a month ideally
i guess the main story is more important, and decision trees should be better off done if i have the time and luxury to
don't be too fancy, just get it done... especially if i'm on a short lifeline...
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i've managed to somewhat progress my story by trying to have characters get to know each other, but it ended up becoming a rant very early on...
i'll need to erase it, because that isn't as important to the story right now as it is getting to know each character and getting a good introduction before shitting things up and seeing how well they all persevere
i really have the edgy mindset down, i just can't grasp the wholesome optimistic mindset at all
it's like jumping off a cliff confident you'll fly despite seeing others go splat on the ground below it, and in spite of surviving, you've suffered numerous injuries, minor and severe, from attempting to fly
the fucked up thing is the fact that you've seen people fly, even if just for a little bit, before they too went splat, or genuine complete flight forever soaring in the skies, yet doing what they do doesn't really lead to flight
i don't understand how to write happiness and bonds at all...
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i'm a hard believer of jesus christ
i'm such a hard believer, it's hard to walk straight
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i like this artist's oc
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:doto_pray:
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i've often watched videos on how to make a girl voice so i don't need to hire va's, just myself, but i always sound like, myself but softer
i can't tell for the life of my if i sound like a girl, if i suck, or my voice naturally is higher pitched so my voice won't change much sounding like a girl
luckily, with the advent of ai voices, i don't really need to do so, but they're still somewhat unnatural and i think i need to voice act using the software anyway, so the old traditional method is all i can rely on
which is something i dunno if i'm good at or not
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@Moto_Chagatai everyone moved to bsky, but they still are on twitter to throw shit fits :guraKekw:
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@poopernova @smugumin why the fuck did that turn me on
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@MoeBritannica Jeremiah 10:24: “Correct me, LORD"
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@smugumin @kilostere @Suzu THIS IS ROBLOX?
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a jew can only think of loan sharking, the nigger will rob a homeless man of gold he didn't have
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ngl, niggers figuring out how to rob the homeless for more than they're worth is something only niggers can do
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UOH, UOOH, UUOHOHOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
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@Moto_Chagatai niggaboos
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