@PhenomX6 @hidden @d5eb1db13d9a77065907d310070eb7568ff5457a7c6aee7f216bf75945b62161 @parker @RustyCrab Hahaha dude you have nothing to worry about. Seriously. You've got nothing to worry. Fear is the mind killer, you're killing your mind thinking with this sort of tunnel-vision about turning 30. You're getting riper, dude. You're getting sweeter with time. The cult of YOUTH is an illusion. Females and males alike universally enjoy the company of the middle-aged and older folks than the company of the youth.

Take care of yourself, don't sit in a chair too long without exercise, smile at people, and do what you want to do and don't get wrapped up in hair-brained schemes, or lost in a false conception of yourself. Probably Socratic philosophy would be useful for you, maybe listen to some lectures of Socrates' discussions with the energetic youth of Athens. It will give you an awesome new set of concepts with which you can get a new handle on your own situation.