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1. pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Monday, 22-Jan-2024 10:25:35 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:
   Well, some time between 4 and 5 this morning, the dog (Coco) went. Last meal was a little steak but she wouldn't eat, the chemo had her nauseated. She was in remission from the first round, but it started to come back (epithelial lymphoma, large-cell, apparently not a goot prognosis) so the vet retried with a stronger dose a couple of weeks ago, but she never got over that hump.
   
   Think it was peaceful. She was on some new anti-nausea meds, so her last day was better than her last two weeks. In any case she slep through the night instead of waking up several times to shit or, since starting the new chemo, waking up to vomit.
   
   Last meal was a couple of pieces of the fillet from a porterhouse that I'd gotten to celebrate the first paycheck (turns out dog cancer can wipe you out). She didn't eat it but smiled like she did when you tossed her food or fixed her blanket, then she buried it under her pillow for later. We'd usually give her a bit and let let the cats have a pass at the bone and then let her spend a few days on it. (She was old so even small bones like that took her a few days.)
   
   Never met a dog quite like this. Never ate shoes or chewed furniture, only barked at cops. I hear she'd chase down guys that were smoking 27s when I wasn't around. ( I eventually went to vaporizers and then nothing.)
   
   These are some photos when she was healthy. I didn't take too many photos after she got skinny. (Around this time last year she went from 75lbs. to 45 in two months, we weren't sure what was wrong with her. She regained the weight after first round and got up to 70 but the muscle wasting from the steroids had made it hard for her to walk.)
   
   Anyway, she died in her own bed, under her own blanket, instead of at the vet's office. She'll end up under the avocado tree she enjoyed so much.
   
   So, anyway, I'm hammered and if anyone is looking for me, I'll be drinking more.
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   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Monday, 22-Jan-2024 10:29:12 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     Speaking of drinking, some dogs will finish your beer. She wouldn't.
     
     Basically, one night when we lived in El Monte (years before FSE existed), I was all the way out of it and running around the house with the stereo all the way up, and she was not sure what was going on but wanted to participate so I sloshed some of a white Russian into her food bowl, she drank all of it, then stumbled around a while and did her best sorority girl impersonation in the back yard. She never touched a drop again.
     
     Anyway, still extremely in the Whistlepig so I'll get back to you in a day or two.
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   • † top dog :pedomustdie: (dcc@annihilation.social)'s status on Monday, 22-Jan-2024 10:30:14 JST † top dog :pedomustdie:

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     @p Quite sad
   • lunarised (lunarised@whinge.town)'s status on Monday, 22-Jan-2024 10:41:01 JST lunarised

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     @p Love you p.
     
     Coco will be missed
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   • 313Chris:hellokitty_headbang: (admin@detroitriotcity.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 02:32:04 JST 313Chris:hellokitty_headbang:

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     @p Condolences man. It’s the hardest thing in the world to lose a loved pet. :pepe_hug:
   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 02:32:04 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • 313Chris:hellokitty_headbang:
     @admin :bigbosssalute: Thank you, friend. Grandpa went last summer while dog was sick, and I figured that would put dog in perspective but it still caught me off-guard.
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   • † top dog :pedomustdie: (dcc@annihilation.social)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 02:37:54 JST † top dog :pedomustdie:

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     @p
   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 03:53:32 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • † top dog :pedomustdie:
     @dcc Yeah, serious bummer.
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   • Token (coin@asimon.org)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 04:20:36 JST Token

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     @p May she rest in peace.
   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 04:20:51 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • :btrfly: anime graf mays 🛰️🪐
     @graf Thanks, friend. Cool dog, would have been cool if you'd met her.
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   • :btrfly: anime graf mays 🛰️🪐 (graf@poa.st)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 04:20:52 JST :btrfly: anime graf mays 🛰️🪐

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     @p sorry to hear friend
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   • J上校🎄🎄🇺🇦 (colonelj@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 04:20:56 JST J上校🎄🎄🇺🇦

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     @p F
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   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 04:32:03 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • Judge Dread :verified:
     @judgedread Thanks, friend. If any people got in, I figure she's a no-brainer.
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   • Judge Dread :verified: (judgedread@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 04:32:04 JST Judge Dread :verified:

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     @p All dogs go to Heaven.
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   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:31:01 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • william.maggos
     @wjmaggos Every time I catch myself wondering if I was too harsh with you last time we spoke, you say something like this. Here's some of that famous empathy your vapid kind is always insisting that $outgroup lacks, I suppose.
     
     You have the luxury of being a white liberal in a city where your beliefs, indistinguishable from any other Karen on the street, align with the orthodoxy, the orthodoxy that paints itself as an underdog while being favored by every bank, newspaper, and public institution in your town, beliefs that are present in every corporation's mandatory sensitivity training: you allegedly hate Nazis, but you would have been one. Or do you really think that you would have told Hitler that "trans rights are human rights" (good luck without freedom of speech) and it's just a coincidence that you staunchly support $current_thing? If you were alive when socialist darling Eugene Debs was being sent to prison for exercising his freedom of speech and the "fire in a crowded theater" justification was concocted for locking him up, would you have said "Well, cunts need to be moderated"? You are from the town where LBJ commissioned the beatdown of the protestors at the 1968 DNC. Did the hippies at Kent State need "moderation"? When they hounded Frank Zappa and later Jello Biafra, were they justified because obscenity and think of the children and nobody needs to use language like that etc.? Now in anno domini $current_year, the $current_thing dictates that freedom of speech is right-wing, so now you hate it. Don't address me about my principles: you have none.
     
     Now you are kicking a dead dog in order to make some sort of point. You're addressing me because it was my dog and you want to make a point about politics and you're petty enough that it seemed like a good idea to you. (I have been inundated with "mean words on the internet" on a daily basis for years: you will have to try harder if you want to evoke anything besides contempt.) The point is so poorly made that I'm not sure what your point is. ("If your dead dog had been one of the people celebrated by glorious party orthodoxy, different people would have shat on you!" I can guarantee that exactly the same people would have shat on me that have been shitting on me since the beginning.) Effort trying to decipher your point is wasted: I do not expect you're worth listening to. You do not know what the policy is here and have never asked and have never listened and have never answered a question I asked and you, while shitting the place up, assume that I get shat on less than whoever. (If you are looking for the anti-trans brigade, they are over at gleasonator.com and spinster.xyz..) The one thing that did come through is the hostility. Since you don't listen to anything I say, and you're this much of an asshole, why should I bother to listen to anything you say? I'll tell you the same thing I tell the other Nazis: next time you show up to give orders to someone you can't bother to converse with, give me a reason to care. Common courtesy was extended and not returned, common courtesy stretched and finally snapped off last time, and now you've come to shit on it, like you are a long-running false flag operation paid to make your "side" look bad. Absent common courtesy, there's no reason to care what you have to say. If I had a dramatic change of worldview and no longer cared about freedom of speech, you'd be in the same bucket as those "cunts" you insist need to be "moderated".
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   • william.maggos (wjmaggos@liberal.city)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:31:03 JST william.maggos

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     @p

     good thing your dog wasn't a visibly trans, gay or brown daughter. you'd be blocking accounts for weeks. or just never make a post like this.

     moderating cunts will not deliver us to big brother. exactly the opposite actually.

   • Christi Junior (christijunior@detroitriotcity.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:33:43 JST Christi Junior

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     @p She sounds like a lovely dog, and you did a wonderful job taking care of her during her illness. Also, as sad as this post is, this detail made me kinda chuckle:
     
     >only barked at cops.
     
     Pets resembling their owners, eh? 😉
   • DJ Solomon (11112011@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:35:16 JST DJ Solomon

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     @p motherfucker go get a pupie asap
   • 香貫花・クランシー (soma@detroitriotcity.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:35:34 JST 香貫花・クランシー

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     @p
   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:35:56 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • 『VRISKA』
     @vriska Thank you, friend. When people asked what she looked like, I'd tell them to picture the Platonic ideal of a dog. She always looked like that to me, like the most dog.
   • 『VRISKA』 (vriska@lizards.live)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:35:57 JST 『VRISKA』

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     @p She was beautiful, sorry for your loss <3

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   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:46:43 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • thedonnerd
     @thedonnerd That was the good point, she's sleeping in her own bed and her friends are all snoring nearby. I hope when I go, it's like that: my own bed, someone giving me steak, family around.
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   • thedonnerd (thedonnerd@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 11:46:44 JST thedonnerd

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     @p I'm so sorry to hear. It's rough. She sure was pretty and sounds like she was a great dog. I'm glad she got to be in her cozy spot at home when the end came. 💗🐾🙏
   • † top dog :pedomustdie: (dcc@annihilation.social)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:16:56 JST † top dog :pedomustdie:

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     • william.maggos
     @wjmaggos @p You think kicking a dead dog is a good thing sir? i dont know how or why you made such a post, its disguising.
   • Dblohangel (lola@noagendasocial.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:17:15 JST Dblohangel

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     @p Your doggie was very pretty. I hope you'll get another dog...not as replacement, as a new canine friend.🙂 😎

   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:17:15 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • Dblohangel
     @lola Thanks. Another dog is an eventual thing, not an immediate thing. Plus she just kinda happened, that is the usual way I have acquired animals.
   • ≠ Brett Stevens ≠ (amerika@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:17:15 JST ≠ Brett Stevens ≠

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     • Dblohangel
     @p @lola
     
     Me too. Keep an open heart, and the furry people you need will come your way IMHO.
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   • ❄️:padoru: SantaSnekFriend :padoru:❄️ (supersnekfriend@poa.st)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:23:48 JST ❄️:padoru: SantaSnekFriend :padoru:❄️

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     • william.maggos
     @wjmaggos @p Kill yourself nigger.
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   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:26:14 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • NonPlayableClown
     @NonPlayableClown Nah, you didn't bum me out. Basically all the memories I have of her are good until about this time last year when it was half good and half dealing with cancer.
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   • NonPlayableClown (nonplayableclown@postnstuffds.lol)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:26:15 JST NonPlayableClown

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     No I completely understand. It's very hard, it is the hardest thing in pet ownership.
     
     It always feel like you lost a good friend.
     
     Sorry... didn't mean to bum you out.
   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:26:16 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • NonPlayableClown
     @NonPlayableClown Yeah, you don't expect a dog hits that hard, but she was different.
   • NonPlayableClown (nonplayableclown@postnstuffds.lol)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:26:17 JST NonPlayableClown

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     I'm very sorry that has happened, it's never easy to lose a long time friend.
   • Leyonhjelm (leyonhjelm@breastmilk.club)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:32:13 JST Leyonhjelm

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     • Your New Kemono Waifu :verified: :cornbread_the_cat:

     @p

     Glad the last day was good. F

     @sjw

   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:32:13 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • Your New Kemono Waifu :verified: :cornbread_the_cat:
     • Leyonhjelm
     @leyonhjelm @sjw Yeah, that's how I'd like to go. Steak and loved ones and my own bed. Doc said based on her symptoms, it was probably a clot that got her and she probably went painlessly, so that was good to hear.
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   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:32:14 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • Your New Kemono Waifu :verified: :cornbread_the_cat:
     @sjw Yeah, I'm just glad she had a good day before she kicked it. Last couple of weeks she had it rough, new course of chemo was doing a number on her.
     
     (Apparently dog chemo is relatively mild, she regained most of her weight, but they had to go aggressive for the second round when remission stopped, and those were probably the worst two weeks.)
   • Your New Kemono Waifu :verified: :cornbread_the_cat: (sjw@bae.st)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:32:15 JST Your New Kemono Waifu :verified: :cornbread_the_cat:

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     @p I'm glad she's no longer in pain. I know it's been a rough battle for all of you :hug3:
   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:33:52 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • Token
     @coin Thank you, friend.
     
     Long time, no see. Hope you're doing well!
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   • Token (coin@asimon.org)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:34:59 JST Token

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     @p I'm alright. I always see your posts. I just have nothing much to reply since it's all hellthreads and I reallly don't want to get caught up in those, if I'm being honest. 😅
   • WhiteExodite (bleedingphoenix@wolfgirl.bar)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 12:36:38 JST WhiteExodite

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     • william.maggos
     @wjmaggos @p
     >good thing your dog wasn't- ACK!
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   • † top dog :pedomustdie: (dcc@annihilation.social)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 13:07:24 JST † top dog :pedomustdie:

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     • william.maggos
     @wjmaggos @p Im going to ask again, you think its good to talk about a man's dog as an angle for a political argument?
   • william.maggos (wjmaggos@liberal.city)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 13:07:25 JST william.maggos

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     • † top dog :pedomustdie:

     @dcc @p

     my point is quite simple. I stand by it. p is always ridiculously verbose to distract from very basic arguments when he doesn't have a good response.

   • pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist: (p@freespeechextremist.com)'s status on Wednesday, 24-Jan-2024 13:32:02 JST pistolero :thispersondoesnotexist:

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     • william.maggos
     • † top dog :pedomustdie:
     @dcc @wjmaggos He's one of those "no bad tactics, only bad targets" guys. He doesn't, in principle, have any disagreement with the people he's criticizing for saying mean words on the internet, he just thinks $outgroup shouldn't be mean to $ingroup.
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