> Get on VRchat > Join my friend Operator > Meet Gawr Gura
Skip forward. Lots of friendly hang outs, nothing eventful.
> Get invited to her private server. > Hang out more for a week or two?? > Be as nice as I can possibly be to everyone. Apparently that's not good enough, too nice makes people uncomfortable???? Even if it's genuine????????????? > See gura use her live2d model in discord call, confirmed legit > Things are fine for like two days > Someone brings up my steam profile > They start ghosting me > Shit hits the fan on halloween > They do the shit in the videos on my youtube channel (https://invidious.varishangout.net/channel/UCM808sQDGGBcuVJvHCRkaLw)
And now
> Shit talking happens > Friend sticks their neck out for me > Video evidence of the heinous shit they've said > Lies and lies upon lies in the video to said friend > Time passes, I continue to try and make efforts to rectify the hostility > Eventually after a little under/over a month, I come into contact with them again in VRChat's Great Pug > I get kicked, Gura gets banned from Pug Dumpsters > A long series of talks and efforts between me, Doctor Thing, and 1bluememory take place. > A false finality is gained, situation deemed over > A week or so later I get perma banned from VRChat. Devastated. > Three days later my friend gets banned too, along with their project account, for association with me > ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? > A big youtuber gets involved, brings much needed attention to the issue > I find out it's sirmatt101 again because of a hit piece made about me on youtube where he opened his mouth (https://invidious.varishangout.net/watch?v=1311Har8SBw) > Find out they lied to Trust and Safety to get my friend banned, causing them to get unbanned and Gura to very quickly get poison-banned (Every single fucking account perma banned, which tells me that Gura made the report against my friend) > Sirmatt101 PISSED, actively doing everything humanly possible to destroy me in retaliation for his pet coward idol getting permanuked off of VRChat, even though the only reason such a thing happened was due to them pressing it further than they ever should have > Be me > Just some random fucking weeb > Be responsible in huge part for the real Gawr Gura getting permafucked from VRChat
I believed this incident to be mostly amicable, and everything would have been had they simply kept their mouths shut. Unfortunately, the good will I expressed to doctor thing, one of Gura's VRChat moderators at the time, was clearly misplaced. In the videos, it is clearly visible that they lied through their teeth about everything, The proof is unaltered and right there in the videos where I say, and I quote, (in screenshots) that I do not blame them and I only mildly disagree with their statements about me. I only blew up on them AFTER the Matt guy blew up at me. I've been genuinely hurt and somewhat emotionally traumatized by how many times I've been stabbed in the back despite all of my genuine efforts, and how utterly out of context and absolutely villainous I've been painted out to be despite the fact that everything I did was to try and protect the hope I had that things could be better. Little did I know how evil this vtuber was down inside where the sun doesn't shine. There is no such thing as a noble coward, as a coward is only as good as the results of actions they allow others to take on their behalf.
And now they're S.O.L. Literally no way they can possibly make things worse for me, and they themselves got hit even worse than I did. So.. fun? Self destruction much?
@poopernova Agh god damnit I was hoping it would continue the full run, the manga had such a LEGENDARY fucking run, it was SO FUCKING GOOD. :awoo_sad2:
@poopernova wdym, it stopped production? I thought it was still ongoing.
Mikuchi (mikuchi@varishangout.net)'s status on Thursday, 02-Nov-2023 22:26:38 JST
MikuchiGuys, I'm in a hell of a position. I want to make it very clear how ultra serious I am right now when I tell you that Gawr Gura is a fucked up individual. I can't evidence it yet since the files are still uploading and won't be ready until tomorrow, but I am in a unique position where I could probably end up being the man who destroys Gawr Gura. I have recorded death threats, violation of Cover's guidelines for talent behavior, personal secrets being shared with someone she later made the death threats/wishes about, and that the same person she's slandering (Me, to be transparent) being one where she is calling a pedophile for nothing more than a shitpost of a steam profile. https://steamcommunity.com/id/Alice_VIII/ Same as it's always been, I haven't changed anything about it except for add a secondary BIO to avoid future drama but everything except the comments that were on it have been preserved.
I'm in a position where if I go over their head tro JP cover, everything that I have and believe me when I say I have dirt, would be enough to get Gura disgracefully fired from Hololive.
The things she has done to me, I feel are beyond forgiveness. The lies they said directly to my friends, despite overwhelming evidence I have to counter all of it, there's just so much shit here.
Do I become as Gaius Cassius Longinus once did?
Do I fucking kill this shark?
This is not a joke, this is not me schizo posting, I'm beyond serious and it's honestly quite frustrating. I genuinely wish I WAS full of shit here, but.. well, Gura has dug a grave. I'm a single chain of emails away from making her set in it.
Mikuchi (mikuchi@varishangout.net)'s status on Monday, 31-Jul-2023 21:47:40 JST
MikuchiContext for anyone curious, basically one of my ex-friends was given my poast account for a night for the funny. They got into a massive argument and me, getting tired of it after it never ended had begged and pleaded for his retard ass to make his own account. He eventually did, and that was "Potat", and that friendship ended very badly. That, all of that was my mistake. I'm not commenting further on that, I deserved that and made peace with it.
But the next part, me simply asking Graf a question and him going full aggro later down the line of that thread for no reason, that was what really caused this whole issue. Graf is an insecure, incompetent, inadequate little boy who can't suffer in any capacity anyone questioning his mental health (The mental health of an immortal stuck on the small world ride at Disney land for all of eternity on loop where every door just leads to another iteration of the fucking ride like some sort of Luciferian hell loop).
See, my problem with this now, years later, is that he and his faggots still bring me up now and then with the same lie that I tried to fight back against, that he defederated me entirely for fighting back against so that I no longer could- That Meemoo in particular went to great lengths to contribute to as well- That "Mikuchi is a pedophile, a full blown pedophile."
I'm fucking not. I asked a question about loli that traumatized Graf, and I simply said on multiple occasions that we need to research and treat pedophilia before it becomes a problem that is acted upon if we want to successfully minimize child abuse at the hands of pedophiles, while continuing to punish active sexual predators to the fullest extent of the law.
See, anyone who is contributing to that dirty fucking lie is in and of themselves very likely guilty of some pretty fucking horrific skeletons hiding in their closets. It's not only that, but when anyone even questions him after seeing the evidence that I've provided again and again, Graf gets pissy and bans them too. That's how desperate he is to protect his lie about me. For what reasons I do not know anymore. I couldn't even pretend to have an answer for you.
But the fact is that Graf is a projecting lunatic, possibly involved in some really creepy shit, and at a bare minimum is completely apathetic to actual child abuse, seeing the topic of pedophilia accusations as nothing more than a means to an end to maintain his social sanctuary of convenience and conformity.
I did fucking nothing wrong. I am not a pedophile. Every accusation is a confession.
And oh fucking boy has Graf confessed to a lot of shit by that measure.
@ninja8tyu No, no it doesn't and I'm not going to sit there and pretend that those journalist faggots had anything legitimate on him at the time. No, Graf isn't hosting CSAM on his site. 100% absolutely not. I just remember that he fucking lied, accused me of being a pedophile, and then banned me on literally everything (I'm still on Poa.st just to spite him) for calling him out for that horrific lie, and then as he subsequently failed to destroy my own instance (Evidence he fucking lied) he instead just defederated it so that nobody could disprove his objectively malicious claims against me.
@ninja8tyu I also remember that fucking Meemoo contributed and helped him with that lie. I'm still pissed, because being slandered as a pedophile is an unforgivable attack on my life. Graf won't provide evidence because he knows it makes him look bad. But I'm recently seeing some very small talk about me again, I'm trying to fucking hunt down the fragments that exist of the original interaction across the fediverse, hence why I went on gleasonator which has a good portion.
@ninja8tyu Is it even worth that? I am just tired of people fucking bringing it up like I was guilty of anything more than letting a "friend" start shit in my name for the funny. I'm going to collect and document it though, right down to the original arguments being made. I am not a fucking pedophile, Graf is a cock-sucking liar, and I finally remembered that ONE full archive of it DOES exist.
@ninja8tyu I finally collected a coherent contextual thread of everything that happened that night. Do you think this is worth a forum post? I hesitate to post there because i really, really don't want to piss off Halo or Shizu with useless drama like this. I'd be genuinely heartbroken if I had to do the same shit here that I've done on poa.st- Altfagging into oblivion isn't fun.
@ninja8tyu Considering that every accusation is a projection, and he will not unban my account on poa.st to validate my claims that I literally never said anything in support of child abuse, yes I would put money on it.