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Sorry for the repost, I deleted the old one. I forgot to click the federate button.

> Get on VRchat
> Join my friend Operator
> Meet Gawr Gura

Skip forward. Lots of friendly hang outs, nothing eventful.

> Get invited to her private server.
> Hang out more for a week or two??
> Be as nice as I can possibly be to everyone. Apparently that's not good enough, too nice makes people uncomfortable???? Even if it's genuine?????????????
> See gura use her live2d model in discord call, confirmed legit
> Things are fine for like two days
> Someone brings up my steam profile
> They start ghosting me
> Shit hits the fan on halloween
> They do the shit in the videos on my youtube channel (https://invidious.varishangout.net/channel/UCM808sQDGGBcuVJvHCRkaLw)

And now

> Shit talking happens
> Friend sticks their neck out for me
> Video evidence of the heinous shit they've said
> Lies and lies upon lies in the video to said friend
> Time passes, I continue to try and make efforts to rectify the hostility
> Eventually after a little under/over a month, I come into contact with them again in VRChat's Great Pug
> I get kicked, Gura gets banned from Pug Dumpsters
> A long series of talks and efforts between me, Doctor Thing, and 1bluememory take place.
> A false finality is gained, situation deemed over
> A week or so later I get perma banned from VRChat. Devastated.
> Three days later my friend gets banned too, along with their project account, for association with me
> ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
> A big youtuber gets involved, brings much needed attention to the issue
> I find out it's sirmatt101 again because of a hit piece made about me on youtube where he opened his mouth (https://invidious.varishangout.net/watch?v=1311Har8SBw)
> Find out they lied to Trust and Safety to get my friend banned, causing them to get unbanned and Gura to very quickly get poison-banned (Every single fucking account perma banned, which tells me that Gura made the report against my friend)
> Sirmatt101 PISSED, actively doing everything humanly possible to destroy me in retaliation for his pet coward idol getting permanuked off of VRChat, even though the only reason such a thing happened was due to them pressing it further than they ever should have
> Be me
> Just some random fucking weeb
> Be responsible in huge part for the real Gawr Gura getting permafucked from VRChat

I believed this incident to be mostly amicable, and everything would have been had they simply kept their mouths shut. Unfortunately, the good will I expressed to doctor thing, one of Gura's VRChat moderators at the time, was clearly misplaced. In the videos, it is clearly visible that they lied through their teeth about everything, The proof is unaltered and right there in the videos where I say, and I quote, (in screenshots) that I do not blame them and I only mildly disagree with their statements about me. I only blew up on them AFTER the Matt guy blew up at me. I've been genuinely hurt and somewhat emotionally traumatized by how many times I've been stabbed in the back despite all of my genuine efforts, and how utterly out of context and absolutely villainous I've been painted out to be despite the fact that everything I did was to try and protect the hope I had that things could be better. Little did I know how evil this vtuber was down inside where the sun doesn't shine. There is no such thing as a noble coward, as a coward is only as good as the results of actions they allow others to take on their behalf.

And now they're S.O.L. Literally no way they can possibly make things worse for me, and they themselves got hit even worse than I did. So.. fun? Self destruction much?

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