Notices by :meru_B: b e a r d (beardalaxy@gameliberty.club), page 19

@matrix :monkaG: so sorry you gotta go through this shit dude

@MoeBritannica If you know how to uninstall the bootloader on Linux then you can uninstall edge on windows.

@MoeBritannica for the first time, assassin's creed actually made history instead of just replicating it. Pretty wild.

finally got all the voice lines recorded for the game. now to master them and do just a bit more tweaking to the audio levels!

testing is going well too so far. i'd prefer if it would be better, since there's legitimately only one dude doing the testing so far.... but hopefully that'll be remedied when we get to the wider test. still, he's found a lot of stuff.

@xianc78 @ArdainianRight definitely really weird stuff, but tbh i'd rather have a loony like that making funny cartoons with good quality than whatever the fuck we have now

@xianc78 i actually really like erika, the lyrics are sweet. i can imagine it being performed as an american folk song.

@xianc78 @Pawlicker i just don't like velcro

@Pawlicker @xianc78 the lady at the shoe shop and my roommate recommended me new balances and i didn't really like em that much :P

i think my feet like flat soles a lot more. that's why these shoes were so comfy... they practically had no soles.

@xianc78 i genuinely don't understand how people go through some stuff so fast. i don't do anything special...
i have another pair of shoes that are also getting tossed soon that are 8 year old vans. they just barely started to come undone where the fabric meets the soles.
meanwhile, @Pawlicker , i have new balances from 2-3 years ago that have already been worn down from the inside out.

i got two new pairs of vans, some slip ons to replace these guys and some nicer ones to replace my daily drivers, the 8 year old ones.

I had these shoes for 15 years. Older than some of my cousins. They served me well, far better than any other shoe I've ever had. They were hella comfy. Alas, it is time for them to go. RIP little guys.

@MK2boogaloo NO CAN DO
WE GO HARD IN THE PAINT

Aw man, I'm not just gonna be cooked by the end of today, I'm gonna be deep fried. Slept 3 hours two nights ago, yesterday I got a 1 hour nap in, and I'm still awake :S hopefully I can get another couple hours before work.

@mitchconner @marine @PurpCat @djsumdog @jeff @PNS @Flick in my case the therapists either were weaving God into it since I live in Mormonville or seemed less interested in helping me get better and more interested in getting me out of the office. I was also really closed in and they didn't really do anything that made me trust them enough to open up. It's a bit blurry though too, maybe my parents had something to do with it because I know my siblings had therapy issues because of that.

@djsumdog @marine @mitchconner @PurpCat @jeff @PNS @Flick >I don't think he wanted to see himself as the problem.

This 100% is how my parents were and from talking to my friends about this sort of thing, it just so happens that they have the same thought. Proud and/or manipulative parents. I got punishment instead of help for a lot of stuff. I think some of it came down to image, or perceived image. Like, getting your child help for issues is seen as acknowledgement of those issues and the possibility that you caused/exacerbated them. Grounding them and holding God over their head, telling them to go to the bishop to repent, it's less of an admission on the parents' part. If that makes sense.

I didn't know I had a mood disorder until I was 18 and I didn't know it entailed hypersexuality until I was 24. Would have solved a lot of problems, needless to say. Although I would have needed actual help instead of more drugs and I'm not confident that would have happened... In the end I'm just glad I figured things out for myself eventually, but I catch myself thinking about what could have changed every now and then. I can remember even as a child having these symptoms and it was always brushed off until it couldn't be anymore, so it just got left to fester and it took a lot of work on my own part to begin healing. I'm really lucky to be where/who I am today.

For my other siblings, after my parents' divorce, they had a really good therapist they all liked but he called CPS on my dad because he identified the problem... so my dad switched them to a different therapist that sucked. Later on, my brother tried to an hero and didn't want to take therapy after that, dad forced him to go anyway and when he skipped out on a session he got kicked out. Went with a friend to go pick him up. Was a fun night. My dad's a lot less of an issue now that we are all out of the house, but damn, it was rough.

When you're not content with how things are and you want to change them, and you're resistant to someone just telling you to be content and calm and go with it, and the drugs they give you make you complacent and apathetic, it's torture. Therapy is only good for having someone to vent to. If you really want change you have to take the bull by the horns until your hands are bloody, but nobody wants to tell you that because it's uncomfortable and can sometimes cause a bad image for people. I think having a good, close friend to help beat you up but still catch you when you fall is so much better, but not everyone has that.

@Meemoo how the fuck did he take that last picture

@xianc78 ayy lmaos do exist but if they are smart enough to get here they are smart enough to either not be seen or smart enough to gtfo because all earth can provide is entertainment value to them, and probably not even that great of entertainment.

@xianc78 the fans.

@xianc78 grumpy squids? do you mean the thing that everybody said greta thunberg was a nazi for owning or whatever? xD pretty sure they were popular before that.

@matrix :sadpanda:

@xianc78 #butt #minions