Can you really blame her? I saw the some of the shit you said to her. It was beyond horrific. I cannot even begin to fathom how anyone would ever say things like that to someone they ever considered a friend. You are nothing short of a complete monster. I wish she would kill you but unfortunately she's just schizo and makes empty threats, thanks to you turning her into a schizo with your abuse. She is still likely to follow through with her suicide threats at some point in the near future. I know you're super happy to hear that.