@GabeLakmann @Paleloon @Remi @Twoinchdestroya @akariposter @nierenstein I was young. I’ve always had a very quixotic sexual stance, where morally I’m prudish, but at the same time felt like I shouldn’t pass up on “experiences”. Overall I’m not nearly as bad as I could be, I’ve always been very fastidious about treating the good trad girls well and maintaining boundaries w/ them….but whores don’t get those same protections.
I just didn’t want to be that guy sitting at 50 yo thinking about all the opportunities he said no to, so I’d humor whatever came my way unless she was nasty. (also got a sexual start early compared to most, something about me seemed to attract older girls from year 1 in HS, I was a dumb freshman when a senior picked me up on the bus, probably skewed my habits a bit playing w/ fire at that age)
Bangin strangers is only fun and thrilling for the novelty, anyways. After a while I’d figured out that the only way to really enjoy sex is to actually be w/ a girl you love. Get over the creaturistic adrenaline rush of trying to breed a stranger it’s just hollow and boring. Even the most tepid “okay we got an early morning lets bang one out and get to sleep” relationship sex is better than barfly hookups