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1. Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Thursday, 18-Apr-2024 10:35:57 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

   I’ve made it through NLNet selection and Inochi2D is funded for a year.

   Yet I’m not as excited about it as I should be, I’m still struggling and still will be for a long time to come. Main thing is that I now struggle alone, with difficult problems that keep piling up, in turn worsening my mental health.

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Thursday, 18-Apr-2024 10:38:03 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     I’m not ok, and given my situation I don’t think I will be ok anytime soon.

     My hopes and dreams are in shambles, my future uncertain and the gender dysphoria ever present.

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Thursday, 18-Apr-2024 10:39:57 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     So I’m conflicted. Part of me wants to just die so I don’t have to be in constant fear and pain. But part of me does not want to, not to mention it would be the cowards way out.

     So I’m just coping with video games and heaps of chocolate until I feel like puking

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Thursday, 18-Apr-2024 10:43:51 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • Nifflas

     @Nifflas yeah. As for me I’ve ended up isolating myself by hurting the people around me.

     It feels very lonely

   • Nifflas (nifflas@mastodon.gamedev.place)'s status on Thursday, 18-Apr-2024 10:43:52 JST Nifflas

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     @LunaFoxgirlVT Some periods in life are incredibly rough, and we just got to do whatever we can do to make it through them!

     Coping with videogames is totally OK and valid! It helped me big time through incredibly rouch times!