@errante@meso@Tij@nukie Might just drop the act and put the old avatar back this evening, I don't have the same energy as Nukie proper. Tij kinda does, your updated profile hasn't fetched yet so no judgment on that.
@meso@nukie@errante@mint You will never be a real Nukie. You have no estrogen, you have no depression, you have no comedy. You are a homosexual man twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s dumpsterfire.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Feds are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed feds to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even nukies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a fed. Your tag is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk fed home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected instance badge.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a man that isn't nukie is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably NOT nukie.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
@Tij@meso@nukie@errante Now that was hell of reality check, he even dropped the mask. Gotta wait until evening on my side, it was painful enough changing it over VNC on 3G connection to begin with.