Woggy's Zeonic Frolicks
@Umlaut She’s probably infertile, so locking myself in is killing the family line. It’s untenable for me, and the writing is basically on the wall at this point.
W/ my next job I’m probably gonna have to move and we’ll go our separate ways, as previously agreed when she first moved in.
It hurts, but it is what it is. Not something I really want to come to terms with yet, but I see it coming.
Woggy's Zeonic Frolicks
@Umlaut Now I’m locked in to processing this in real time w/ you guys when I’ve been avoiding it, fleeing from it for a long time. It sucks, it’s depressing, it’s shitty, but it is what it is. From the start I only started talking about her because wanted you younger guys to look before you leap in YOUR lives. I thought it would be a nice couple month relationship at most before I headed back out into the world….and we ended up scabbing into the gauze of life when suddenly the economy is all-in on lockdowns and I’m “on call for next year”.
I knew I got myself into something painful after a while. It’s been shelved, this horrible, uncomfortable thing I don’t want to process, begging to be dealt with whenever things are quiet and I’m alone with my soul. I’ve brought it up w/ you all in bites and tidbits because, if nothing else my stupidity can serve as a learning opportunity.
You are all right to be mad, and offended because my high-minded ideals fail to materialize in the real world. Such is the ‘fate of all philosophers’, or however the saying goes.
(gonna devote more time to all this later, since I do like your input. Got some pretty big work stuff to hammer out so I’ll have to carve out quality time for poast (for once))
Woggy's Zeonic Frolicks
@BroDrillard @Umlaut Not at my pay now, things at our company are…..basically bankrupt and nobody’s admitting it. When things were good it kept getting deferred by equipment breakdowns at home, plenty of surprise bills lately
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