Inochi2D means a lot to me, but my real "dream" is to do game and game engine development. But I don't think that dream will ever come true. It's hard to find people both interested in the same things as me, as well as ones that'd want to work with someone who can't pay them. And I'm too tired to hone skills like art.
Maybe my income situation will change some day or I'll have more energy and time to hone other skills, but for now I feel that dream is dead.