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1. Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 01:50:44 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

   My life doesn’t really feel fulfilling anymore, I’m just doing the motions aimlessly. I think I may just have to resign to the fact that I’ll never get the things I wanted out of my life.

   I want to change that but it really seems insurmountable

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 01:53:32 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     I guess this is the kind of disappointment people feel doing their midlife crisis?

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:03:08 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • LisPi

     @lispi314 I like making Inochi2D. The way it has already changed some people’s lives is heart warming to me.

     But it becomes more and more clear that I’m in a very precarious situation because I can’t keep a day job

   • LisPi (lispi314@mastodon.top)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:03:09 JST LisPi

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     @LunaFoxgirlVT Guess that's another thing I achieved early, hah.

     It does feel hollow.

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:05:07 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • LisPi

     @lispi314 even amongst my friends they run while I’m slowly crawling through mud.

     I have friends with degrees and money to sustain themselves. I just have a pile of code and constant anxiety whether this will be my final month

   • Lawler Hix :verified: (lawlznet@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:06:35 JST Lawler Hix :verified:

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     @LunaFoxgirlVT *hugs*

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:07:08 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • LisPi

     @lispi314 I feel so useless compared to them 🥲

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:10:08 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • LisPi

     @lispi314 I am trying to get help to turn things around though. But it really does seem that I’m in a limbo that no matter what I do can potentially screw me over one way or another…

   • LisPi (lispi314@mastodon.top)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:11:05 JST LisPi

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     @LunaFoxgirlVT If you've indeed taken that different path, then comparing yourself along the lines encouraged by the normal system is inevitably going to be depressing, since you're not living the kind of life it prescribes.

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Saturday, 22-Apr-2023 02:11:05 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • LisPi

     @lispi314 yeah…

   • 瓦莱里娅🏳️‍⚧️ (valeriaxyn@hub.mtf.party)'s status on Thursday, 27-Apr-2023 00:53:52 JST 瓦莱里娅🏳️‍⚧️

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     @LunaFoxgirlVT Throughout the first half of last year, I was suffering from depression. But because of conflicts with my parents, I never went to the hospital. In August, I was admitted to the hospital for a suicide attempt and subsequently diagnosed with depression. I was hospitalized for two weeks, and then my mental condition improved significantly. After taking the medicine according to the doctor's advice for half a year, I have recovered now.

   • Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live (lunafoxgirlvt@vt.social)'s status on Thursday, 27-Apr-2023 00:53:52 JST Luna 🇩🇰🦊 //nullptr::live

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     • 瓦莱里娅🏳️‍⚧️

     @ValeriaXYN I have been in contact with my doctor about it, don't worry =w=

   • 瓦莱里娅🏳️‍⚧️ (valeriaxyn@hub.mtf.party)'s status on Thursday, 27-Apr-2023 00:53:53 JST 瓦莱里娅🏳️‍⚧️

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     @LunaFoxgirlVT Your feelings are very similar to mine last year. This deserves attention. Maybe you should see a psychiatrist if necessary.