even if i'd like to meet certain people like @cwebber or @cas i don't think i have the mental capacity to subject myself to FOSDEM this year. i'm still in a grief process (since nov 2024) and i don't have enough quality me-time due to the pressure at work as it is, so i should focus on getting rest and avoid sensory taxing environments (of which FOSDEM is an extreme example) still for a while.