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ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 14:10:19 JST ninja8tyu
@Azur_Fenix @luithe @soravu i think thai women might be a bad idea with my wage ass - luithe likes this.
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luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 14:24:43 JST luithe
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @soravu maybe go to malaysia and find a chinese malaysian there
Keep hearing good things about the place except the job economy is garbage -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 14:33:43 JST Sora Vu
@luithe @ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix you're mostly trading 1 set of problems for another if you leave USA to go back to asia, it's whatever you're willing to tolerate
idk, maybe after the ccp goes to war with taiwan you can return home when it's in ruins and get several wives for cheap :shrug: -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 14:33:43 JST luithe
@soravu @Azur_Fenix @ninja8tyu Im not even Asian :zt_laugh:
What made you think I am? -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 14:35:16 JST Sora Vu
@luithe @Azur_Fenix @ninja8tyu no, was just replying in chain, i wasn't paying much attention was watching some gamedev stuff luithe likes this. -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:09:08 JST luithe
@Azur_Fenix @soravu @ninja8tyu should i get a passport to go to like hokkaido or smth?
I guess ill make the most with my saved up cash -
Fenix (azur_fenix@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:09:09 JST Fenix
@soravu @ninja8tyu @luithe live for you, define your life for yourself. Make yourself happy. Fuck the other shit. -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:09:10 JST Sora Vu
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @luithe honestly just focus on building yourself up first, hit the gym, find a fulfilling job, idk pick up new hobbies, those are more important than getting married now, you're young enough to have time to put it off
better to have fun improving yourself and if a female is interested then great if not then you already have a fulfilling life that brings you happiness
i mean, i'm trying to gamedev and do other related things like animation, lifting weights and bulking up, i'm having a great time and feel satisfied, i don't feel like i'm missing out not having a gf/wife, maybe that will change in 10 years, maybe it won't but i'm satisfied, we're not to dissimilar and i stopped worrying about this to the point my family stop harassing me about it -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:09:11 JST ninja8tyu
@soravu @luithe @Azur_Fenix answers that mostly just say "most/all of them are bad options" don't really give me any idea on how to even start more than avoid a future i should face eventually even if the world's shit
a lot of advice i've heard from the people who've fucked (roommate, brother, mom) are pretty much not to worry so much and take the risk of putting yourself out there
i'm scared of getting scammed out of my life and money and emotionally traumatized even more, especially considering i'm a social retard and more gullible than most, but if anything, i'd like to be in a battlefield before worrying about having to, at worst, survive in one, and at best, win in one -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:25:55 JST luithe
@soravu @Azur_Fenix @ninja8tyu no, to vacation
Might aswell go to hokkaido since i never seen snow in my life -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:25:56 JST Sora Vu
@luithe @Azur_Fenix @ninja8tyu to buy a wife? -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:29:02 JST ninja8tyu
@luithe @soravu @Azur_Fenix and snag a hokkai-doe while you're at it -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 15:29:02 JST luithe
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @soravu become a fin i am
Raindeer i kill shall must -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 16:10:47 JST luithe
@ninja8tyu @soravu @Azur_Fenix "just stop looking for a girl that aligns with you 100%. Because you know the only person who would align with you? A man. A man with Asperger's." Sam Hyde 2020 :zt_laugh: -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 16:10:48 JST Sora Vu
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @luithe i don't have irl friends, i had an efriend who lived in the same country but he turned stalkerish when i didn't check the group chat for 3 days, called the cops to do a "wellness check" on me
sucks you don't have a car to travel with cause after switching to a new gym and bulking up this year, i'm much more content
look i understand your extremely long and unformatted paragraph, some background on me, i studied design at university before it got cut due to lack of people, i have done quite a number of misc things online before ending up here, i made undubs, worked on some fan translations, fansubbed and at one point made youtube videos, so i do get it
i think varis is pretty good community-wise, i have changed my stance since i was younger, i use to think like you but after 8 years of seeing commie infestation in the things i used to love, i think building a community of people that at least agree on core principles is a good thing
i'm a nijikon, i find people somewhat disgusting, i have an immense hatred of cosplay and find whores repulsive, my view of relationships and people are purely based on observation on and offline, i think companionship would be nice however realistically it's unlikely
what have you tried as either a hobby and/or job?
i jumped in to gamedev without any prior useful knowledge, C++ basics isn't useful, and while it's been a frustrating struggle, it's fun learning as i go, i did the same when it was fansubbing etc -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 16:10:48 JST ninja8tyu
@soravu @Azur_Fenix @luithe i admit having a community that agrees on core principles like this one is a place i do come back more often to, albeit not one i tend to really talk or interact much in
still, would love a girlfriend i can fuck that also shares the same core principles here -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 16:10:49 JST ninja8tyu
@soravu @Azur_Fenix @luithe i mean, i don't have any meaningful friends i can stick with, and my heart has been increasingly craving some form of deeper human connection
for whatever reason i feel that -- being a social creature, my dick acting up -- doesn't change that i crave it
i'm all over the place when it comes to hobbies, interests, beliefs, etc -- never liked sticking to any one bubble, because most people can only fulfill one thing of mine
i don't have a car to go to a gym so i'm just homecooking my body, most/all artists i know have some mental illness or are libtards that will have politics heavily involved in their personality/beliefs/behaviors or any of the varying negative artist stereotypes, gamedev/writing/music/misc. creatives also fit with the artists and their lacking/negative traits, gaming/anime/media engagement is filled with non-creatives normies who expect everything out of artists instead of making their own shit and behave similarly to artists except more faggotry, youtube viewers talk like npc drones, youtubers/vtubers are often grifters/keyboard politicians/already famous that trying to be friends with them is seen as grifting anyway, the people who share my grim views of the world seem passive and take no effort in pushing forward in life, and the people who push forward in life don't share my views and struggles and brushes them off, etc etc
and generally about no one seems interested in anything i'm interested more than me being interested in them and their interests (which i am interested), so all my interactions with others is pretty much me choosing to fit in with/suck up to others or inserting myself in spite of the fact that pisses everyone off because no one's interested in my shit
and absolutely no one can really sate the human desire to fuck aside from a life partner (could try a prostitute, but is that really worthwhile?)
i want someone who can match up with me for who i am and experience life together, and can fuck together
there's not much i can do as a hobby that i can't do at a proficient level already or become proficient within a month at worst, and i've pretty much satisfied my desire of becoming a polymath for what it's practically worth/cost -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:15:09 JST ninja8tyu
@soravu @Azur_Fenix @luithe there's a lot of things that can go wrong, and even if it goes right, it'd probably not be where i'd want it to ne
need a loli robot gf, but who knows how much data gets collected on me to a wifi connected (it definitely will), if the laws will even allow such a creation, to my fetish tastes, let alone if ai as it's designed can keep up with me with how modern ai is designed
also it can't conceive a proper child yet, which is another bag of wormsluithe likes this. -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:15:10 JST ninja8tyu
@Azur_Fenix @luithe @soravu what are the chances i can fuck a robot within my lifetime, or be relatively young and healthy enough to fuck one
as grim as the world may be with how everyone before fucked it up, there's probably at least some girl in the world who just wants to have fun, doesn't give too much of a shit about politics, loyal, and wants to learn and experience things together
if worse comes to worse, there's always the MKUltra: WaifuMaker Edition route -- if it doesn't exist, we can still make it, one way or another -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:15:10 JST Sora Vu
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @luithe i mean, eron rusk has built his weird tesla robot so idk -
Fenix (azur_fenix@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:15:11 JST Fenix
@luithe @ninja8tyu @soravu lol this is why I say wait for robo waifus or at the very least AI waifu and just use an onahole. Sounds crazy, but all you have to do is fool the lizard brain. Then it will allow contentment and pipe down. -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:15:33 JST luithe
@soravu @ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix we probably have to wait until like 2100 for something similar to nikkes or whatever -
Sora Vu (soravu@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:15:34 JST Sora Vu
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @luithe if you want an artificial womb then that would probably be a separate unit since it would be impractical to have it integrate with a robot body, this is probably more achievable than the sex robot
knowing eron rusk and another big tech companies, it will collect a lot of data and also not be repairable, doubt there will be a foss sex robot either -
luithe (luithe@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:18:27 JST luithe
@Azur_Fenix @ninja8tyu @soravu i only say this because i want to experience Snow -
Fenix (azur_fenix@varishangout.net)'s status on Tuesday, 03-Dec-2024 17:18:28 JST Fenix
@luithe @ninja8tyu @soravu I've never been, you would have to ask someone that's actually been there. I only know the retirement strategy. -
tomboy justice chan (rainignterror1080p@varishangout.net)'s status on Sunday, 08-Dec-2024 00:10:26 JST tomboy justice chan
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @luithe @soravu i mean you can fuck a sex doll now and use an ai to chat with. robots..... like a long while? maybe on our lifetime? -
tomboy justice chan (rainignterror1080p@varishangout.net)'s status on Sunday, 08-Dec-2024 00:10:32 JST tomboy justice chan
@ninja8tyu @Azur_Fenix @luithe @soravu >lacks the capacity for real or meaningful thoughts and conversations
if we're honest with most people you wouldn't really have meaningful conversations with especially normiesluithe likes this. -
ninja8tyu (ninja8tyu@varishangout.net)'s status on Sunday, 08-Dec-2024 00:10:33 JST ninja8tyu
@rainignterror1080p @Azur_Fenix @luithe @soravu ai as it is lacks the capacity for real or meaningful thoughts and conversations imo
they're compiled data on the whole and average of humanity, plus a few regulations and filters to prevent wrongthink, it's basically having to deal with the faggotry of thousands of normies compounded into one entity
need AGI, no compromisesluithe likes this.