You should be trying hardest, retard.

No one in this life will ever or has ever been fully understood by another.

You're bitching about...life.

Not that that's other than understandable, mind. But jfc go look at my old poast account around Christmas and get back to me.

Tldr stop being a pussy, even if you are supposed to be a woman*

*citation needed
**tits or GTFO