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1. :letter_g:oalkeeper :yotsuba_happy: (goalkeeper@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Friday, 03-May-2024 12:26:17 JST :letter_g:oalkeeper :yotsuba_happy:

   Woman goes to doctor. Says she's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says she feels all alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. Great clown Omaru Polka is in town tonight. Go and see her. That should pick you up." Woman bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor... I am Omaru Polka.”

   • :letter_g:oalkeeper :yotsuba_happy: (goalkeeper@nicecrew.digital)'s status on Friday, 03-May-2024 12:26:16 JST :letter_g:oalkeeper :yotsuba_happy:

     in reply to

     • Magmaearth

     It's a song about giving up and suiciding:

     Watching the sun vanish beyond the horizon I feel I could do the same If I just close my eyes for one moment My silly daydreaming is cut short by pings from the living From my leaky faucet, my unfiltered mind My blurry visage in the mirror Even the clothes fresh off my back feel cold and distant This is a sea with no bed, no rest, no respite

     I feel no sorrow, I feel no pain, I feel no void I feel no sorrow, I feel no pain, I feel no void I feel no sorrow, I feel no pain, I feel no void For heaven's sake, leave me alone

     Further and further I sink Into depths even God can't reach Deeper and deeper I sink Into this lukеwarm bathtub The red dripping on the dry floor is a rеquiem to remember me by There is no beautiful end for me There is no blaze of glory Having one single soul is already too much This world is too big, it's too broken

     The cold, unfeeling solitude Has me frozen in place, shackled and chained Not knowing how to put an end to These dark thoughts forever plaguing my mind Far beneath the surface There is only plankton, silence, and red lights High and out of control, offering me nowhere to go Or wait, am I the odd one out? Leaving my numb body behind I don't want to feel anything anymore.

     Further and further I fall Into depths, even a new dawn can't brighten Darker and darker it gets In this yet warm coffin Forsaken by the silver-dollar moon in the sky This funeral goes on, surrounded by the ever blue six feet under Its pale flames in the dead of night are a requiem to remember me by As the world leaves me a bystander, a mere passenger

   • Magmaearth (lavaearth@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 03-May-2024 12:26:16 JST Magmaearth

     in reply to
     @Goalkeeper Had a lot of days like from my until my late 20's.
     
     Edit: Thank you for the translation.
     New Janny in Town likes this.
   • Magmaearth (lavaearth@poa.st)'s status on Friday, 03-May-2024 12:26:17 JST Magmaearth

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     @Goalkeeper Didn't understand a single word from the clip and yet it still left me sad.