@Maiko_1820
Most churches have become a highly feminine environment.
It’s not uncommon for men to feel uncomfortable there. I suggest this book:
Why Men Hate Going to Church https://a.co/d/i5leeUt
If you want insight into the male perspective.
This in no way excuses not going to church, or being serious about faith.
But knowing these things could save someone’s soul… so it might be worth the effort.