@futurebird It's not so much the memories of the older people I've known so much as the fact that my own father was born in 1925 and I was the only child of his second marriage. I was just one generation distant from events such as the Spanish Civil War and its post-war in the worst years of the dictatorship of Franco, and he was really traumatised by that, something that got passed to me.
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Seiðr (illuminatus@mstdn.social)'s status on Friday, 01-Dec-2023 20:44:30 JST Seiðr @futurebird I began to deal with that generational trauma just last year, and it has conditioned me for so long in the fear and perception of the "distant" past…