I'm not putting on a persona actually. In fact that's about as real as I can get with you about it without just outright telling you. The fact that you keep putting the focus on the "attention" aspect when I was already getting said vaunted (in your eyes) attention is a moot factor.
I can easily just tell you, but it's funnier to see you get this upset about "attention" when a cursory glance shows you give it to me when I'm not tagged or hell, even when I'm not here for personal reasons. Funny!