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i feel like there really is no point in living

i draw some of the best shit i've made, but i don't really feel proud, even though it's better

i do hundreds of reps worth of exercises, but i don't feel accomplished, even though it shows on my body

i make videos, playing games i never had the chance to finish as a kid, and i do, but they're not fun at all more than they are puzzles for the sake of them

i've argued a little more again, but considering i already know where they all end even with the best moves, i don't feel much toward conflict

i guess i have fans and some friends, but i don't feel like i can connect to anyone at a deeper or meaningful level

i'm beginning to notice that the seasonings and amount i add to my food doesn't change their somewhat lack of taste more than it does prevent it from tasting worse

being mischievous and bratty doesn't really feel nice when i know people see it as obnoxious and annoying

being honest and caring means nothing if people misunderstand, doubt, and don't care about anything you be and do

being cruel and sadistic does nothing because you can't kill the fact the world will always be the same, no matter how many corpses you line the road with

i feel like there's no variation i can play in life that would change it to be worthwhile

everything has been lived in this life, or what has been worth living

i can keep playing, but there's nothing special; it's just the motions of life

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