Conversation
Notices
-
i funnily don't need to make a resolution this year, since i've been actively working on self-improvement. nevertheless, i'll put out 2024 plans for the sake of it:
1) Blender renders. I'm going to learn this software and have a decent animation made by the end of the year. Bonus points if I animate my own character.
2) Drawing. Working with physical pencil, I'd like to be more than able to draw a character in a dynamic pose. Bonus points if I can make a comic page.
3) Writing. I already outlined my short story and I am going to draft it.
4) Lifting. Already doing this, reached 200 in squats before the year ended. Let's shoot for 280, maybe 300 in squats alone.
5) Reading. I need to mend my relationship with books and dive in deep again. Specifically history and technology.
that's not nearly all i have planned, but that'll suffice. going big this year, bros!
- :awoo_tired: shotgun snuggler :clownpiece_smug: likes this.
-
I can't even quantify how I'd be if I was never on them, they stole my childhood
-
I was on ssris for almost a decade, I lost so much of my life to them
-
I was SSRIs/SNRIs for a couple years. I don't expect I will ever fully return to being the same person that I was before them.
-
quitting ssris helped me a lot
-
@burner @bleedingphoenix thank fuck these are not SSRIs
-
for me
1) get more into software development (have started reading gtk and pyvoip docs for a project I have in mind)
2) get in shape again
3) finish a song
4) make more stuff in blender
5) try to make an irl friend
6) work more, and work harder
7) spend more time with my grandparents
7) learn to solder
8) get back to drawing
9) practice eye contact
10) get back to practicing french
11) listen to audiobooks instead of youtube videos
12) find wife
:gura_pain:
-
@burner @bleedingphoenix i bought a $5 bike i'm fixing up, and also I'm probably gonna do software dev too/learning art this year.
that and quit adderall, day 1 off it felt weird, i might take it tomorrow again idk since I'm going to be driving a bit but then I'll be back off it.
-
@Pawlicker @burner @Hoss @bleedingphoenix The only "meds" you need is coke
-
@burner @Hoss @bleedingphoenix I had my childhood wasted but for other reasons.
At least it wasn't medicated and the only medication I've been on for years is adderall. You know what, tomorrow I'm not going to be on it either.
-
I've only really been myself for a couple years, which is such a weird feeling.
-
@burner @Hoss @bleedingphoenix imagine 2 years where you're so drugged out you mostly can only remember the past few years with cameraphone pics, mixed with how insufferable your job is.
I wish I was kidding but seriously my last job was basically me getting fed up with the company we worked with (Amazon) even more than management on the job. I was having to reverse engineer hardware I was unenthusiastic about just to keep it going. I literally could tell you every single bit of detail about a specific ARM64 server that is the most poorly engineered piece of dogshit ever made.
-
Colas are trash.
This post was made by Dr. Pepper Gang.
-
@PeachySummer @Pawlicker @burner @Hoss @bleedingphoenix Dr peper could be better
This post was made by pibb doctors
-
@dcc @burner @Hoss @bleedingphoenix when the coke kicks in
win_celebration.mp4
bmj-construction.mp4
-
Most people have specific addictions, but tweaker king BMJ's too much man for just one. He's got 'em all.
-
@Hoss @dcc @burner @bleedingphoenix patch of this when
f259eb46a059ae1fbaa9c993eb964c455a913a398a90e544b8fa7adbdacea405_1.jpg
-
@Pawlicker @burner @Hoss @bleedingphoenix :killcomie:
-
Why are the alphabet boys so good at making wicked awesome patch designs?