I'd have a bit of a drink here and there before, but I was about 13 when some of the moshers "thought it'd be funny" to get fat nerdy Sui wasted and fuck with me. Then they liked drunk Sui. I stopped hanging out with them, and it'd only be binge drinking on saturday afternoons. Then it crept into saturday evenings with a different group. Then I'd drink the leftovers throughout the week and I was fucked if I ran out.

I pulled back from it because of anti depressants, then the second time after I dropped out of uni and didn't have a loan to blow on drugs anymore.