If you're not saved, you're damned. What's the point of running out the clock?

Your words ... god doesn't exist or god doesn't care.

[Rev 3:15-16 NIV] 15 I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other!
16 So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth.

... OR! Your ass is in a sling and He showed you what love is by taking your trip for no other reason than He loves you. Any other condition would be just a form of prostitution.